Moving forward is about finding moments of familiarity in the middle of the storm of uncertainty... And running the hell away from them.
That is the way I explain the stage in my life right now.
Fear is very powerful. We all know that. Fear causes you to run to things that are toxic, simply because you know them. You understand that they are toxic, at the very least, and that is so much more comfortable than change. I have noticed fear is a powerful driving force in my life. So, that brings me back to why?
I don't believe in myself. Freckles has pointed out to me how every time I have uttered the phrase: I can't do it...I turn around and figure out a way to do it. Maybe inadvertently, mostly not because I was trying so hard to plan. Mostly, things work out...for those that don't - there is a reason.
The mind seems to be the hardest to control.