Monday, September 20, 2010

I said NO, and meant it.

Today, I'm proud.

I felt like I wavered momentarily only. That brief thought that maybe I should unblock this person from my life.

But I knew better this time.

His words only vaguely touched my heart. "I miss you."

I jokingly said "When are you going to realize I'm worth the trouble?"

He laughed, "I'm tired of other girls."

My smile fades...*sigh* I only get sick to my stomach hoping that all those times he said that to me before weren't accompanied with other women.

"I feel like the last time was our final time."

And that was it. He smiled and walked away.

I did it. This time. I proved to myself, I am stronger.

3 comments:

  1. wow. just wow. so strong of you and so so happy you feel the way you do. You're there, you're onward towards the future. I hope it feels like some closure is starting...xo!

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  2. Good for you! I'm so happy that you were able to be the stronger woman that you want to be. :)

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  3. So happy for you. I've been reading for a while and I'm so happy that you found it in yourself.

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